Its like the last meal before sleepless days.. Spaghetti @ Pizza Hut with bf~



Went allllllll the way to Causeway Point to watch My Girlfriend is An Agent. It should be the most hilarious movie of the year, man. Freaking awesome. Definitely worth that $6. But dunno why Cathay's student price so cheap, Eng Wah that lousy cinema also $6.50, or is it $6 as well? But nvm Cathay is damn worth it because its so dark and cold!


End product too awesome didn't manage to take it~


The faint heart shape on the top left corner is really difficult to make okay!


Later we went to colour theseeee. The ones that need some baking. I chose 'B' cause its the cutest, and 'X' just because I feel like it. They turned out pretty well. Just that the 'X' seemed darker after it came out ):

I really dunnno why I volunteered to go for BNCOC as trainer, because now there are much more reasons for me NOT to go.
1) I got to knit. Just started knitting class for NYAA.
2) There's a major sale @ modparade.com, the real physical shop. 70%...... ***********
3) Maths homework and I'm serious

But if our presence could bring some comfort to the Sec 2s, even though I'm not directly in charge of them, then well at leasst thats reason no. 1!

BYE ALL I'M OFF FOR CAMP.

I love everyone. But especially one!

I don't give up on life that easily. But its hard to hang on. It might not be the question to ask, but why does everything seems to be against me? I have to care about the feelings of others but hide my own. So tiring but necessary.

Its complicated, but things are just like that. And I'm just like that.
Like stubborn, naive, emotional and weak.

I always say I hate people. Its the nature of human I detest and I can't live with. I'm not stuck, I'm not breaking down, I'm not stopping or anything like that. I just don't want to carry on. Its bringing more pain than I can afford.

But then everything comes down to me. If I was stronger, if I reacted this way, if I was more forgiving, if I had the ability to lower my head easier, then things would have changed. Yes we're all different people and that is why. I guess I'm awkward kind of difference, unacceptable kind of difference. Different kind of difference.

I guess some really unstoppable change is happening in 2012. I might be the unstoppable change.

Haha

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Can't believe I just missed a backorder for a really nice bag D:<

Whoever said we won't last..........................................

I'm posting with my phone now! I hate the laptop since my A spoilt and Idk where it went.

For the good stuff! Went shopping with jia hwee to orchard. We covered nearly half of it, having walked ion, far east, the heeren, cineleisure and orchard central. Orchard central really has nothing much, maybe slightly more than illuma at least. But still the best is still FAR EAST! Bought a really cute pink princessy scrunchie and a pair of star earrings with the pattern of the American flag, i think. And my boyfriend just promised me he'll buy me that rainbow pong pong scrunchie which i totally adore. I've been thinking of it since ytd! I thought it was too expensive for a rubber band T.T anyway i made it up, he didn't promise. But see first ard the same too. Lol.

She's such a nice and sweet girl. 100% in my NICE list. There are less than 10 ppl in it btw.
We spent quite some time at the awesome New Look. I take back my word for saying its dull. It seems like they have new clothes and are being rather generous with the Sale. But mostly plus size. And i think the second level is new? I never realise it. But it sells mostly accessories and shoes. All damn gorgeous. Tried a dress in the nicely designed dressing room, for fun. Frankly, i think i really look nice in everything except tubes. Hehe.

Okay wonderful shopping trip although never buy much. I've decided to invest on everything else except clothes.

And McDonald is real bitch. The reason why anyone don't seem to win is that they produce large numbers of cards that contribute to 2 out of 3 or 1 out of 2. The only remaining one confirm damn rare so you can't win. Then they make you keep buying their McDonald to get that one. Plus the way they distribute it, where they come in pairs makes it easier for them to determine which one inside. Confirm can't win lah. What 大赢家. Anyway i figured it out myself leh!

Going to re read new moon again to prepare myself for the upcoming movie! Jacob sucks

I WAS FREAKING RIGHT.

The girl (Summer) from (500) Days of Summer does look like Katy Perry. Everytime I say someone looks like another person people will tell me really meh. So yeah, SHE DOES LOOK LIKE HER!

Okay I just found out her name is Zooey Deschanel. What a cool name. If I had a christian name that'd be Zooey.


Zooey and Katy!

Btw I finally got a bag when I went out with June ytd :DD


Nautical bag from Super Lover. Its adorable, I love it.

Things you link with nautical: Ships, sailor, anchor, blue, white.

Yup. Bought a top on sale as well. 1 for $12, 2 for $20 with June. I love buying cheap clothes, don't care about price. Anddddd the top turns out wonderful but looks formal. PLUS the shoulder part was, idk what you call that, like abit stiff, well now its everywhere @ ION stores. Didnt realise it until i tried it on at home. :D:D:D bargain bargain~

I love salmon sashimi too, lihui!

I'm bored. I'm clearing my 1052 unread mails, I'm think of ways to earn $, I'm having suicidal thoughts.

Last one is fake.

Anyway, the point is I'm really bored and sad. Shiying doesn't want me to go her house because she's going to play the awful game MapleStory that has destroyed half of my life.

Really, I used to be so goddamn clever I dominated everyone. And then there came MapleStory which had me onto the computer for up to 10 hours a day, losing my temper, not going out, eating in front of the computer, dreaming, wasting money on it, realising that I'm really just so exluded excluded and alone alone. Well everything thats just bad had stuff to do with maplestory. Sometimes I cry in front of the computer just because some strangers were scolding my character like "you're ugly, you bitch". Its horrible. All sorts of quarrell arise from MapleStory, you couldn't imagine it.

Its just a bad game. For the welfare of all the children (as well as adults above 30 whom I have met playing Maple instead of sleeping by his wife past 12) on Earth, I want MapleStory to close down and everything with regards to it be burnt into pieces.

MapleStory, I hate you to the core. I'm never going to touch you ever again cause you destroyed my life. Now I'm more or less stupid, I am going to go blind being myopic, I can't remember things well, AND I JUST HATE YOU OKAY.

SHIYING STOP PLAYING MAPLE AND LET ME GO YOUR HOUSE! Damn it.

I wouldn't say its entirely good to shop with my mother but then you get the supply of money and opinions as well. So yeah finally bought cool stuff.


Look at this damn cute necklace bought @ Diva sale :DDD
I think my photographic skills rock.
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I'm not going to care anymore. I got to be strong and make choices thats best for me and not for the sake of people that will ask and talk behind your back. I know recently there has been an increasing number of people, some I'm not close with, some I don't even know, tbmb. Awful. I don't know why I have to put up with these. What you hear may not be what it is. What you see may not be what is true. Then how do you know? I always hoped maybe, if you go to heaven, God will grant you 100 questions and you can ask whatever you didn't manage to know. Like, "Has the wallet I lost during P2 (afterwhich it appeared in my bag after i cried) stolen by a girl?" Anyway, it wasn't just once my wallet was stolen in primary school. I loved Nemo and had all the cut-out pictures of Nemo in my wallet. It fell out of my pocket on to the floor beside me, a stupid girl (from lousy class. I'm not despising her but its just all the memory i had of her) picked it up and walked away with it. After she was confronted she said didn't know it was mine, my money (less than $1) was there but the pictures are gone.

I'm sick of life. I hope 2012 is really the end of the world.

This one is true.